Dark night of the soul

It's been 20 years from learning and practicing in the early stages to get where I am now, a priestess and psychic medium. I've experienced a number of shocking things at the start, all of which I've never talked about before. I will start making posts now and then about my spiritual journey.

First of all I used to admire the historical figure Queen Boudicca. Ever since I first read about her in a children's magazine when I was only 10 years old, I was fascinated. She was a leader of the ancient Celtic Iceni tribe who raised an army composed of ancient British tribes, then fought against Romans who invaded Britain. She lost and then died tragically, and her children were also killed. Many years later I found out more details that the kids magazine didn't mention. Boudicca was flogged and her daughters were raped. Her daughters were poisoned and then the queen took her own life out of grief. I grieved for this mighty queen. I loved her!

Then I became sensitive and developed psychic abilities. I connected to my deceased father and other loved ones. I helped people connect with their loved ones. I even picked up things about people I never knew until much later on. Then I encountered the spirit of Queen Boudicca herself. 

Please don't be mad or angry with me. I will share what happened, and what did happen was quite upsetting. She hated me, and this former queen of the British tribe Iceni would scowl at me, belittle me, called me insults, put me down, make me feel ashamed even. A ghost of a dead person managed to dwindle me to someone depressed as though I were being bullied at school. After weeks of the occasional channelling/reading with this entity, I saw her as this large red haired lady who had chiselled points for teeth and wore matted furs with rough leather. I was actually scared of her. 

My spirit guides sent her away. Ever since then I've stopped liking this character from history. I have since learned more from written sources, that she was antagonist, who slaughtered thousands of innocent people including men, women and children. She killed her own children. Did I really encounter the spirit of this Iceni queen? I don't know but I've stopped admiring her completely and now realise she was a monster when she was alive.  

More of my "Dark night of the soul" will be posted in future. 

Storm Valkyrie 

Finding love

 

This month is a time of changing from Winter to Spring, as it's a period in between seasons. There are flowers like snowdrops appearing. It's getting lighter. It doesn't feel as grim because there's new warmth on the horizon and within because it's when winter softens and ice begins to melt. 

At the start is Venus in Pisces. Deeply this is often the focus. People can feel a sense of cosiness and pick up on the intimate mind, inner self, focusing on ones own dreams and aspirations, learning to heal. There is the idea of self-love and how this makes a person better understand themselves. It's suggested rose quartz crystals can help with finding love and romance. 

To attract ones desires, learn self love. There are ways of this, including a bath, using rose petals and scented pink and flowery soap and bath fizz. Some could light candles or use a different lighting, small and battery operated fake candles. A colour changing LED light, fairy lights or crystal light battery operated and not near water. Also wear red and pink and rose scented perfume. Rosy incense and hearts, the shape associated with goddesses Freyja and Venus. 

Make circles of rose petals, add the name of your hearts desire on paper and place under your pillow, write on a bay leaf that you are loved and this shows the universe how you value self love. You're the Earth's creation. Wrap up the bay leaf and burn carefully. 

For early edible tasty winter leaves, get chickweed, stinging nettles and dandelion. Romantic herbs like basil and rosemary, appear like indoors grown more than outdoors in February. Add them to soup and other dishes like salads, stew or rice. 

Storm Valkyrie     

A winter illness chat

 

Someone close in my friendship circle, who contributes to an affiliate and friend's blog, has been suffering a very nasty load of of pain this January. She has always suffered colds and flus in the past until the past six years she stopped getting it after regularly taking medicines and herbs containing Vitamin C and Zinc. This time round her immune system was down. She's been exposed to a germ that was mild in other people who had  the cold. But with her she became extremely ill, sneezing constantly, and having painful sneezing too. Now she can't walk properly because of this cold. It's got to her, she gets agonising pain and struggles to walk.

Shadow Girl: Her blog doesn't mention being unwell.

Storm Valkyrie: She's been quiet on there. To me it could be Chikungunya, or "Bone Flu". It's where the usually common cold virus attacks the nervous system and gets into the bones. It could also be viral arthritis caused by having a bad cold and low immunity. The best thing to do is take plenty of rest, have a good night sleep, don't stay awake too long, warmth, lots of fluids and keep taking vitamin rich foods. Teas are a good medicine, such as mentholated peppermint, or warm spicy ginger, turmeric, chamomile and elderberry. Also drink and eat with lemon, honey, liquorice, thyme, sage and St John's Wort. 

Shadow Girl: It's been a full moon earlier this month. She wasn't born in January or she would be considered an "ice wolf" and those are very immune to the winter.

Storm Valkyrie: Her illness can be treated. For anyone else with this cold virus, some info for you. Doing an online for herbal medicines result in info about New World plants mentioned. Bare that in mind, because most of these new plants can grow in the Old World as they were introduced. The new world herbs an fruit include eggplants (called Avocado in Europe), cactus pear, papaya, pineapple, sassafras, vanilla, paprika, peppercorn, dill, purple coneflower, goldenrod, sweetgrass, milkweed, yarrow, beebalm and anise hyssop. Anyway it's always a good idea to visit the doctor. 

Shadow Girl: It's better to buy them in shops instead of planting them in your backyard due to certain rules. I once planted an oak tree in my back yard and the roots caused problems with the foundation! 

Storm Valkyrie: Plants from the New World can be invasive such as fairy fern, water primrose, common milkweed, floating pennywort, Natall's waterweed, Canadian mannagrass and garlic mustard.

Shadow Girl: Nothing can beat a nice lemon tea with ginger biscuits! 

Storm Valkyrie: Yes that can help feeling warm and better. Healing sent to our friend. Get well soon everyone feeling sick this January.

Storm Valkyrie and Shadow Girl

He was like a Fossegrim

( Based on a true encounter with a man)

 It's not something that happens but it does. A woman finds a man attractive and there is subtle looking, giggling, shyness and nerves. Daydreams centred on that man. Wondering about the outcome of approaching him. Once done, a burst of fear and then anxiety with excitement sends her fleeing. It happens sometimes, but it gets harder than better. She just can't find it within herself to talk to him. Even saying "hello" takes courage she realises she doesn't have. But she goes home and thinks of him, swooning over him and daydreams again. "I will ask him, I will talk to him," she reminds herself.

As days turn into weeks, she still doesn't have it in her to go near him. The moment he looks at her, she runs off like a silly coward. Her thoughts go blank, her legs turn to jelly. Now she's too scared of being close to him. But she still wants him, that handsome strong fellow who can do his job well. She's a customer and he's staff. This is how she discovered his name. But after a few attempts for her caring mother to communicate with him, something goes wrong. Security is called and both women are warned to stop harassing the dude.

The lovestruck girl is in tears, comforted by her mum. "I didn't do anything wrong." "No you didn't, sweetheart." "Why did he call security on me?" "I'm not sure why."

Let us look at what she did, what could've caused him to feel harassed. It started with his long lingering looks and then him following her around, looking at her, watching her every move, appearing to be curious about her and then giving her attention. No words were said. And then her mum observed it, and felt like helping by telling the man "she likes you." He reacted with "Okay." He always looked at her, and he even looked at her mum that way too. Yes he did!

That was like a green light. So she passed him a written message with her number on it. She got a call from the guy's own manager who told her she was banned from ever going in the store. She was heartbroken. Tuning in, I learned that the man and his friends nicknamed the mother and daughter "sirens", "nymphs", "Lilith and Aphrodite". None of that made sense, because they didn't do anything to get given nicknames like that. 

Later I learned that both mother and daughter were simply banned until that man doesn't work there anymore. The manager explained in a recent meeting that mother and daughter obviously didn't mean him any distress and are nice and innocently trying to talk to this man. What was said wasn't said though. I found out through communicating with my guides that this man is quite dangerous towards women and everything made sense. Thinking on it now made mother/daughter remember the details of how this man seemed more creepy and stalkerish towards them in the store. The manager was simply protecting the women from this man working in their store. 

Some things have a lot more meanings.

Storm Valkyrie